I never wanted to hear the reality
i failed as a friend
and i hate that
and now i hate him

he was everything to me
but you took that space
he was in my heart 
but now its you

i cant believe i was so blind
i couldnt see your life
i always thought you were okay
but i know it hurts you

i dont get why you wanna save him
if he already let u fall
what the point of saving him? 
if he already made you miserable

why be friends?
is there a need?
this confusion hunts me down
because your in need

i miss the old days
when u told me everything.


P.S. This poem is old... Everything is fixed now.. haha