Why?

April 12, 2010
I never wanted to hear the reality
i failed as a friend
and i hate that
and now i hate him

he was everything to me
but you took that space
he was in my heart 
but now its you

i cant believe i was so blind
i couldnt see your life
i always thought you were okay
but i know it hurts you

i dont get why you wanna save him
if he already let u fall
what the point of saving him? 
if he already made you miserable

why be friends?
is there a need?
this confusion hunts me down
because your in need

i miss the old days
when u told me everything.


P.S. This poem is old... Everything is fixed now.. haha
 

 

My Best Friend

April 12, 2010
I never thought i would care for anyone
as much as i care for you.
The feelings you brought
was something that i needed that time

when i didnt know nothing about God...
You brought that reality to me
the way you would talk to me
i knew you were important to me

We told each other secrets so easily
since the first time we talked we broke down
we told each other our lifes
and i swear you are the only one i tell everything too

I disliked you in the beginning
i thought, you thought you were better then me
but ...

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I Need You

April 12, 2010
Ive never felt so much pain
every moment i feel like im gonna faint
i dont want to be in this nightmare
because every night my heart breaks

i have to let go 
these unesesary feelings
i just need God again
because if i dont have him

in reality im nothing
i love him
but something pulls me away
every minute of my life

i fear for everything
but if i have him 
i have nothing to fear
its more of a understanding

and believing hes here
because i dont wanna be in this nightmare
i dont want my heart breaking
i want ou...

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Cry

April 12, 2010
I cry every moment 
for this to end
it never took me no where
but its killing me inside
i feel everything is gone
i cant feel anything
its just the way i react
there is a certain time
i just walk away
tired and finished
because my heart aches
these tears are now stains
because this feeling
cant walk away
and i just  cry
for everything to be alright.

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Everything

April 12, 2010
I lay down
and i sink,
thats where my love is
where my dreams are waiting
waiting too come true
life is about waiting
and it harms me within
patience is everything
but if you have nothing
then  there is nothing to wait for..

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Super Hero

April 12, 2010
You know im here for you
even though i cant fly and be there
but my heart will always follow you
because your one of the people i truly love

i looked and looked
to find something new
to find somebody that would actually be here
i found nothing

nothing that was true
until i found you...
i swear i would believe 
the person that said love isnt true

but love is everything
everything a human wants
so i wouldnt think twice to fly
because if it means going back

it means my life has everything i lost
all my dreams, ...

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My Heart

April 12, 2010
i walk
and walk
i see no light
just another fight
i see nothing for me
i see nothing...
im blinded from heartache 
From everything you have taught me
you wont come home again
you were everything to me
and ive said it over and over again
but i see no light
i am blinded from feeling numb
from thinking everything is alright
from not caring 
and from just walking away...

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The Women I see

April 12, 2010
I see a women with regrets
she has nothing left
only to drink alone
trying to win something she lost before.

All she did was run away 
from her children
which are now nothing for her
because they want nothing with her
and all she did was drink her life away.

All she said was goodbye
eight years ago
but she found hate in her heart
knowing she did something wrong.


She gave up everything she had
to have them back
and love from a mother is too strong
for a loveless child to avoid.

All i see is a women with fea...

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Just Believe

April 12, 2010
What do i do
when im breaking down,
when im falling
and i cant touch the ground
i have found 
the way out of my life
the way to survive
to be revived
to live for something
othe then nothing
i found the love
the one i looked for in thirteen years
there is no point in giving up
because what youve been fighting for is coming along 
just believe 
and you'll be found
to find a way to survive
and come out of hiding
to show us what you got.

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My Fears

April 12, 2010
The only reason
i run away 
from every little thing
is because my heart aches 
my heart breaks
i had everything
but over time it all came down
as the past
it went so fast
i never valued anything
i took everything for granted
as if everything would be here, no matter what
but everything dies over time
my heart turned cold
as if someone sold it.
The end is near
and i fear of everything

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Sandy Frenceli Velazquez I dont wanna let you or anyone else miss the chance for you to be happy. All i want you to know is that your not alone, I am here for you with wide open arms to tell you how special and wonderful you are. I want you to understand that you are special and beautiful in many ways. (: Well about my poems maybe they arnt the best but they come from the heart, also understand the poems i wrote from "Im Waiting" down they are my old poems. Im planning on making more but i wont be writing about hating someone, it will be strictly about love, life, friends, life struggles, and dreams... Last thing i will also be writing Blogs of daily struggles or my reason of Happiness... I hope to put a smile on your face (: Tell me what you think (: Comment me or Message me and add me on my Myspace... http://www.myspace.com/sandy_056 Follow Me? @SunnySanders6

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