One Decision

April 24, 2010
As i saw you walk away
everything came back
as if nothing ever happen
maybe we were never meant to be
maybe we never should have met
everything haunts me down
the thought of you makes me shiver
it makes me wanna run away
you have so much control.
as i see my life changing because of you
everything starts falling down...
i start acting different
and i start trusting no one
not even myself
and everyone walks away
because one mistake i made
one remark i should have never done
one decision i took
that made me someone else...

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Right From Wrong

April 13, 2010
The mystery behind a person
all the lies that eat them up
all there fake words
just to know they grew up a different way they wished they had
from there regrets 
all these secrets they keep inside 
in the end
they didnt know enough was enough
only from a mistake they took a while back in there life
the only reason they didnt know right from wrong,
was because they never got the love they want.
In the end everyone is human
and can make mistakes
as long as you say sorry to the person you hurt 
then you ca...
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Is It Worth It?

April 13, 2010
She said she never cared
you can see in her eyes all that hate and pain
the reason she thinks shes not worth it
and the only reason she smokes her life away
been smoking since she was 10 to find the love she can never get
to find herself alone and cold
she asked herself
"when did i give up on my life?
when did my life take the wrong turn?"
and it was because she took the wrong way
that same day, 5 years ago... 
I wonder if she ever had regrets 
that pulled her mind away 
and only caused her to get lost...
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My Confusion

April 12, 2010

They say its wrong

should i fallow my heart?

or my mind?

because this face is really taking over me

they say youll never be accepted

but my heart beats for it

i question myself

and ask "is this the way for me?" 

they say God will never forgive you

but hes love

not a greek god

i believe he will always be with me

but should i question this feeling?

should i let society kill me this way?

This is all my mind can take

sooner or later my heart will fade 

from this confusion, one person brought up...


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The Truth

April 12, 2010
As i wait in my front door
for you to show up, once again. 
You left for a month
and i never heard a word you said
i closed my eyes and tears would run down
because dad i miss you with all my heart
you always told me to be true
and thats all i want for my life
no more fairy tales
only reality that will make me stronger
because in reality life isnt always what we think it is
its more than that
theres love, happiness, and those people that care
but these souls die because they think nobody cares
and there l...
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My Love.

April 12, 2010
As far as love seems to be
i will wait for it to come
no more false pretenses,
no more lies,
i am certain it will come
i just need patience in my life
with all the let downs, i will wait.
for that lovely day to come. 
when you and me will be happy
with each others love
it wont be easy
but true love will wait
i am certain those are the feelings i have towards you. 
 
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Im Waiting.

April 12, 2010
As i saw my dream,
i ran away far far away
because once upon a time
my heart was broken

it felt like my world was coming down
i never understood why.
but it came to a point
where all of a sudden i took the wrong turn

i did everything to take away this pain
i made every mistake
everything i swore to never do
the next day thats all i did
and now i just wait
in this cold night
that one day all be happy again
waiting for you to come again.
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That one girl

April 12, 2010
I always had trouble to trust anyone
but then you come out
and destroy everything i had
i understood the first moment i saw you
you arnt the person you make people believe you are

i always told myself "i can change her"
i was just lieing to myself
because now i understand your not the person for me
and only you can make yourself a better person

not me, not that kid you fell in love with, only you
because your not the girl i want you to be...

im tired of making myself feel that i need you
i dont... 
im ju...
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You scare me

April 12, 2010
Just because YOU walked away
doesnt mean i have to chase you
from the fact that you hurt me
scares me way beanith 
and i cant face you
because all you did is make me feel sorrow and hate
toward everyone
i hate this feeling in my gut
as if you were never gonna be there right now or ever
"but mother why did you do this to me?
was it me?
no please dont leave
dont make me feel hate in my heart
dont let me go"
because mother i looked up to you
i will never repeat ypur mistakes
i dont wanna be like you...
i wont, ...
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My Mother

April 12, 2010
Everything i do
Is always wrong for you
I try to walk away
But you keep holding on
I cant move on like this
My life is valuable too
And all your memories 
Keep playing in my head
As if it was a video caset 
Can you please stop?
Im trying to rest
And end this case.
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Sandy Frenceli Velazquez I dont wanna let you or anyone else miss the chance for you to be happy. All i want you to know is that your not alone, I am here for you with wide open arms to tell you how special and wonderful you are. I want you to understand that you are special and beautiful in many ways. (: Well about my poems maybe they arnt the best but they come from the heart, also understand the poems i wrote from "Im Waiting" down they are my old poems. Im planning on making more but i wont be writing about hating someone, it will be strictly about love, life, friends, life struggles, and dreams... Last thing i will also be writing Blogs of daily struggles or my reason of Happiness... I hope to put a smile on your face (: Tell me what you think (: Comment me or Message me and add me on my Myspace... http://www.myspace.com/sandy_056 Follow Me? @SunnySanders6

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