Liar Liar Pants on Fire I hope Walt Disney dies in Fire

March 20, 2011
Outside i see a path    
its the one that leaves you behind
the one that breaks youre heart
and destroys your mind.

The rain pours down
like a river falling from the sky
Youre words are lies
nothing that comes out from your mouth is the truth

the truth makes everything seem like a lie.
you left me broken on the side of the road
with nothing, not even hope
you left me, and i got lost into the wild

not even the wild can be so cold
Walt Disney is a liar
he told my generation that we would find love
but all we found was sex, drugs, and unhappiness.

Somehow the rain makes everything better
the wind makes you feel free
so spread out your wings
and let go of everything.
 

My path

March 19, 2011

i dream about you every night
sometimes i complain about how im still with you
in  the end you broke my heart but im still here
understanding is not the concept anymore

people dont have to understand that you cheated on me
i cant build a palace for us, if i cant forgive you
how can i hang on to something that was never real?
i look at the painting in front of me trying to figure out what the painter wants me to see

i finally understood
that not every path will take you to happiness
just know ill burn...


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Memories

September 8, 2010
I wont let go of these tears
because you have yet to hear
this fucking bitterness in my heart
beacuse everything has gone and walked away
for i have been a mistake
the act of rape is something i cant forget
i was four with nothing to prove
but for someone to do this
it was my sorrow that made me shed these tears

As i see everything walking away
i hold my hand so tight
trying to hold these tears
that have haunt me all my life

When they died i lost everything that actually loved me
my reason to smile i...
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Someone like me and you... P.S. Your not alone...

May 26, 2010
Not everyone knows this pain
the one you cant run or even fade
its a passion deep in the heart
and if your lost theres no chance in moving on

Its a feeling that makes your heart beat fast
its a feeling that cant last
its the
way she makes the whole wide world shine
but in the end i know its not right

its just not a feeling that you can push away
because in the end your head thinks your this way
your not born with this feeling
but your head says this is the way

its not the only path you can take
and this a...

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My new heart. . .

May 26, 2010

These tears arnt lies
they run down because there real
when i feel alone
all i do is pray and cry

because nobody is here
people dont understand
that when i feel mad and i might act different

but its a sign that i need someone more then ever
because my life is in my pocket
i either keep it inside or i wont let you see at all

but when i keep it inside everything falls apart
all my dreams shader
all my friends leave
and its living my life again
and letting it fade away, again and again

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Theres more

May 21, 2010
My illusions are vanished
my word are swallowed by the ocean
the things i always said
my actions
they were always unexplainable
the feelings i had deep in my heart
just to find out they were all lies
they were illusins of thsi world
shadows of darkness
i realized i was surrounded by people like you
the kind of people that lie there way through
just to find love and happiness
the sad part is that your whole life is based on lies
andthose people sooner or later fall
there lives come crashing down
they fall a...
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5-15-10<3

May 21, 2010
All my life in one place
losing my mind
just trying to find the other part of me
trying to see who i was
and where i was heading
just to find out all i ever wanted to be
was right in front of me
as the joy rised
my happiness is unexplainable
because that night i said everything
i let the tears go
all the hate i had towards everyone
just walked away
because all i wanted was to be happy
and thats all i got
i know now i cant make it without him
i wont let go
i promise...
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I let you go...

May 21, 2010
I saw my reflexion through your eyes
My whole past came back In a second i found everything
And it all came to you
Maybe this was a lie but It was worth the moment
This day wont come back
And im okay with that
Because as much as it hurt i will never miss you
I have God And thats all i need
You can move on
I wish you the best
But your not hurting my chest
Your lies
My disappointments
We will never be friends again.
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I want my heart to bloom...

May 21, 2010
My thoughts are swallowed
by such unhappiness i felt in the past
how every second of my life went so fast.
I tried holding on
but i found this huge hole in my heart.
I couldnt get out of it
i was in a huge depressing fight.
It wasnt you
it was me
because i was such an idiot in falling into your lies.
Im fighting for my life
because i wont let go
being with God makes my heart rise and glow.
I want my heart to grow and bloom into a beautiful flower
i just wanna fight
to reach the impossible thats possible.
...
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My Sunshine

April 24, 2010
All of a sudden theres two roads
and only one way i can choose.
i cant live both,
Im so powerless over my own life.
how did i end up here?
i knew who i was
i was finally happy
but when you walked up in my life
it was over
all i felt where tears running down
and all of a sudden even my best friend turns her back
"Because im acting different"
im falling apart, what do u expect?
i cant last a minute anymore without dying inside
the sad part was that you where my sunshine,
the moment you walked away all...
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Sandy Frenceli Velazquez I dont wanna let you or anyone else miss the chance for you to be happy. All i want you to know is that your not alone, I am here for you with wide open arms to tell you how special and wonderful you are. I want you to understand that you are special and beautiful in many ways. (: Well about my poems maybe they arnt the best but they come from the heart, also understand the poems i wrote from "Im Waiting" down they are my old poems. Im planning on making more but i wont be writing about hating someone, it will be strictly about love, life, friends, life struggles, and dreams... Last thing i will also be writing Blogs of daily struggles or my reason of Happiness... I hope to put a smile on your face (: Tell me what you think (: Comment me or Message me and add me on my Myspace... http://www.myspace.com/sandy_056 Follow Me? @SunnySanders6

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