Memories
Posted by Sandy Velazquez on Wednesday, September 8, 2010
I wont let go of these tears
because you have yet to hear
this fucking bitterness in my heart
beacuse everything has gone and walked away
for i have been a mistake
the act of rape is something i cant forget
i was four with nothing to prove
but for someone to do this
it was my sorrow that made me shed these tears
As i see everything walking away
i hold my hand so tight
trying to hold these tears
that have haunt me all my life
When they died i lost everything that actually loved me
my reason to smile in this cold lonely world
therefore i am a failure
in his eyes
having no home to stay i just walk any direction looking for someone or something to save me
i see my mother being damned
with no life at all
i see her tears streaming down
but i cant do nothing at all
but all i can say is walk away mom
you deserve so much better then this pathetic excuse of a man
ill make sure you find someone better some day
because you deserve so much more.
Oh father why have you left me?
my fucking hatred towards you is killing me
your just shallow
you where never there for me when i needed you the most
but thats why i walk away
I saw my mothers life flash through my eyes
crying to not let her go to sleep...
Her overdose was something i didnt wanna see
she hold my hand so tight
crying to me
please dont let me go to sleep
I walked around the house
and saw that kid hanging from that rope
well, this is my brother with no hope.
i break the window
for him to come out of this eternal sleep
just to find out he had no heart beat
because God where have you been?
i cant see you or feel you?
please let this unhappiness walk away.
They say everything comes back to haunt you
when you came along i thought you where something special
you took my virginity
without telling me
i regret getting drunk that night
but something so wonderful came out of that night
when this news got to my ears
joy came to my heart
but sooner or later the good falls down
just to find out this was all a lie
a wonderful dream i was living
she drank a whole bottle of vodka
just to kill my baby
my only hope,
i was left to rott , you fucking whore.
Going through all this
leads me to think i am now a failure
and that i am nothing at all
but i saw some light
and it was you baby
because your everything i was looking for
your my crystal
please dont try to run away
because i wont let you go
this is love
this is nothing compared to the past
please let this last
because my past has erased with your love
im reaching for a new beginning just with you.
because you have yet to hear
this fucking bitterness in my heart
beacuse everything has gone and walked away
for i have been a mistake
the act of rape is something i cant forget
i was four with nothing to prove
but for someone to do this
it was my sorrow that made me shed these tears
As i see everything walking away
i hold my hand so tight
trying to hold these tears
that have haunt me all my life
When they died i lost everything that actually loved me
my reason to smile in this cold lonely world
therefore i am a failure
in his eyes
having no home to stay i just walk any direction looking for someone or something to save me
i see my mother being damned
with no life at all
i see her tears streaming down
but i cant do nothing at all
but all i can say is walk away mom
you deserve so much better then this pathetic excuse of a man
ill make sure you find someone better some day
because you deserve so much more.
Oh father why have you left me?
my fucking hatred towards you is killing me
your just shallow
you where never there for me when i needed you the most
but thats why i walk away
I saw my mothers life flash through my eyes
crying to not let her go to sleep...
Her overdose was something i didnt wanna see
she hold my hand so tight
crying to me
please dont let me go to sleep
I walked around the house
and saw that kid hanging from that rope
well, this is my brother with no hope.
i break the window
for him to come out of this eternal sleep
just to find out he had no heart beat
because God where have you been?
i cant see you or feel you?
please let this unhappiness walk away.
They say everything comes back to haunt you
when you came along i thought you where something special
you took my virginity
without telling me
i regret getting drunk that night
but something so wonderful came out of that night
when this news got to my ears
joy came to my heart
but sooner or later the good falls down
just to find out this was all a lie
a wonderful dream i was living
she drank a whole bottle of vodka
just to kill my baby
my only hope,
i was left to rott , you fucking whore.
Going through all this
leads me to think i am now a failure
and that i am nothing at all
but i saw some light
and it was you baby
because your everything i was looking for
your my crystal
please dont try to run away
because i wont let you go
this is love
this is nothing compared to the past
please let this last
because my past has erased with your love
im reaching for a new beginning just with you.