Ive never felt so much pain
every moment i feel like im gonna faint
i dont want to be in this nightmare
because every night my heart breaks

i have to let go 
these unesesary feelings
i just need God again
because if i dont have him

in reality im nothing
i love him
but something pulls me away
every minute of my life

i fear for everything
but if i have him 
i have nothing to fear
its more of a understanding

and believing hes here
because i dont wanna be in this nightmare
i dont want my heart breaking
i want our love to be real

I need to find a way
to get rid of this emptiness
with God...
but i feel lost...

Im tired of breaking down
and feeling numb
i dont wanna sink
because i want my dreams back

can you please come and see
what ive become
and i regret every moment of it...
because if i dont have you... then whats the point

of actually being here
But its you who makes me feel alive
no more pain
just back to my normal life


but ill find my way through the light...
with Him...
because if i have him
i feel completed over and over again...